a cancer's catch phrase

I'm sorry to my friends

for all the times I said "goodbye...it's the end"

by video or text

then putting my life to the test

I'm sorry

I'm sorry for showing you my wrists bleeding out

for shouting at you aloud

that all I wanted was to die out

I'm sorry

I'm sorry to my parents for destroying their little angel

the drugs have made her part evil

and she struggles still to stay sober until she's no longer mentally ill

I'm sorry

I'm sorry to my everything for letting you down when I left you walk alone from town

for all those times I made you frown

and even made you cry or God forbid break down

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

Most of all I'm sorry to myself